Looking for that perfect song...

I guess this must be the right time to say
There's another place to which I must sail away
I know you need me to be around
But I need inner peace which is nowhere to be found

I wonder why the music faded away
And my emotions, they came out to play
I keep walking to find that perfect song
But I wonder why it's taking so damn long

Seems to me no matter what I do
The colour of emotion will always stay blue
Why can't I seem to fill that void?
Or maybe I'm just paranoid

Sorry for all the pain that I've caused
Things would've been better if only I had paused
To take a good look inside of me
and tell you that you're better off free

I'll always keep looking out for that perfect song
And the feeling of being somewhere I belong
I know it's about time that we clear the air
So finally to you I lay my soul bare